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Hate, it consumes my life,
Madness, flows through my mind,
Thought, no longer under my control,
Overwhelmed by the endless toll.

Paying for my mom, unstable and weak,
Paying for my girl, depressed and bleak,
Paying for the kids, uncomfortable and scared,
Paying for my world, demented and snared.

Trapped by insanity, driven by fear,
I'm slamming a wall with full force at the rear,
I'm shrinking into nothing, I'm crumpled in the waves,
The ocean of pain takes me away to my grave.

Paying for my mom, unstable and weak,
Paying for my girl, depressed and bleak,
Paying for the kids, uncomfortable and scared,
Paying for my world, demented and snared.

Trapped by insanity, driven by fear,
I'm slamming a wall with full force at the rear,
I'm shrinking into nothing, I'm crumpled in the waves,
The ocean of pain takes me away to my grave.

I am overcome with violent urges,
My sympathetic feelings have all gone numb,
I lose my mind as the anger surges,
I only fear what I have become.

A deadly swirl, a deadly descent,
I ain't broken, I'm fucking bent,
I've lost everything now I'm losing control,
This bullshit life has taken its toll.

Only friends are left,
I am on the brink,
I hate living life,
I can't fucking think.

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from Struggle To Survive, released August 25, 2013

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